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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


yesterdae veri late reached hm...abt 12.10am le bahz...den mornin at 8am nid wake up...by 9am hav to b at e bustop le...take bus no.190 wif mum n sis to gradma hse der...den mit ah ma,2nd ah yi n ah hua ah yi...n we took bus no.963 to Harborfront Mrt station...

We reached der abt 10.30am le...e bus ride lyk wad sia...so long de distance n so bumpy...We took e free bus to Sentosa...der 2nd ah yi paid $3/person for 6 ppl...den we went to lok at e "sentosae flowers 2006"...veri hot...veri sunni oso...But for e flowers...it is worth it de lahz...veri nice flowers dey gt der...take lots of pics...gt bees n dragonfly...so fit in e pic lor...We oso went to "merlion" n "underwater world"...take a lot of bus ride...quite nice lahz xtually...

We tok e free bus back to Harborfront Mrt station at arnd 1pm...We hav lunch der...Der de "tomyam" damn nice lor...nt salty lyk westmall de...den oso veri spicy n hot...n cost onli $3...cheap sia...but Mrt ride fare oso nid to consider unles if oso wan go sentosa den worth lahz...

After lunch,we went to e "River Hong Bao Festival"...der lyk any other year...oso veri nice...oso veri hot...sunni....typical singapore....

Aniwae...we went hm at arnd 4pm+...we tok e Mrt hm...Dey alighted at Clementi station to take a bus hm...We tok e train til we reached cck station....

Went to NTUC to buy apples....saw frenz work der....but 6 packs of apples...siaox de my mum...appleholic...hahas...

Ermx...i tink tts all i wanna sae bahz...wait til de pics r developed den beter lahz...upload let u ppl c...no pics i duno wad to sae...

zhEn <3

20:20

Friday, January 20, 2006


I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)


At the end of the world
Or the last thing
I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

19:45


Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

[Note: Though it sounds like "So long NOT goodnight", there are no such words in CD cover.So don't try to correct this song, what you hear is the distorted "So long AND goodnight"]

19:31


Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on, and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on, and on, and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor, the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe


[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,
and one, and one, and one

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe


[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will


[Chorus]
So give me all your poison (Fire at will)
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts (Fire at will)
And make me ill
You're running after something (Fire at will)
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want (Fire at will)
Then fire at will

19:25


Well if you wanted honesty,
that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go,
it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truthI mean this,
I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

19:19


(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

19:12

Friday, January 13, 2006


im v sry tt de under de sea didnt turned out de wae i wan it to b...unles ur com can understand chinese language...thxs n paiseh worzz...

well...since i finalli can write posts...i beter write as mani as i can...short one long one...

i gt dis clazmate in sec sch...first year duno him but gt hear his name...second year noe hu he is...nt realli frenz...den third n fourth year in de same claz...he giv miie his "best" attitude towards miie de lor...

for xample: i tok to frenz a bit too loudly...den sumone tod mie im too loud...i sae ok lor...den wen i turn back i saw dis guy makin sum hand gestures to tt person hu commented on miie...n wen i turned,he immediateli put dwn his hand...n if im nt wrong(which im positively sure of) ,wen sumone sae smth -ve abt miie...im sure tt he wld b happiie though im nt der to c him laughin at miie quietly...

i write all dis is to let my anger out a bit...at least i feel beter a little bit...n oso i wld lik to let de guy noe dis...if u happen to read dis...plz tel miie wad r e tings u dun realli lik miie abt so i can chnge...n we cld b frenzs...or at least clazmate fer de last year lahz...dun b so selfish...plz..thxs...

19:23

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Remember, however long the night may be, the dawn will break. Never, never give up hope in your life.

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Name: Lee Mei Zhen
Nickname: Mandy
Horoscope: Leo
Birthday: 'Aug/1990
Age: 20+
Height: 162 or 164? cm
Weight: =X
School: SVPS, TWSS, RP.

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ehhx my Prince plz? >.<
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money $_$
MORE CLOTHES PLZ!!
dye my hair?[duno wad color]
'zxhOpExz' engraved on a ring =]
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to hav long thick hair agn =D
Figmas [Nanoha, Fate, Hayate, Signum, Shamal, Vita, Chrono, Yuuno, Rein, Reinforce, Hitsugaya]
a wallet!
More pixs with Dear plz
a scent by Issey Miyake
Charles & Keith bag
Bourjois Paris Blusher
mascara [suggestion any1?]
MM lipgloss (mayb nt)
silky girl silver gliter eyeliner (mayb nt)
a SWATCH or CASIO watch
converse shoes [metallic ox] =x
heels
sandals
jeans skirt [white]
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Canon Digital IXUS 130
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